I am failing at this and failing bad. I’m frustrating myself with my lack of ability to do the actions that I know I need to take to meet my goals. Yesterday I did 1.68 hours work out of a full work day. This amount of work can never be accepted as okay. This is a failure and I need to be much much better.
Yesterday there were hours and hours of wasted time which has just been burned and can never get back. This is time spent reading news sites, looking for distractions, on my phone, or something else.
My life is wasting away and I need to stop this pattern of wasted days. I waste time not working, eating which ruins my fitness goals, and just regularly choosing wasted time over doing what I need to do to hit my goals. I need to make regular good choices to work instead of wasting time.
Remember my three key principles through this period:
- I can act in spite of how I feel
- I just need to make small, good decisions
- At any stage, I can control my thoughts and change my mindset
From this day forward I will change and I will be different through putting different thoughts in my mind. Even though I only have 6 days left, I will hit this 56 productive hours mark, and I will hit my calorie deficit marker.
For today, I’ll have breakfast, and then I’ll work all the way through until 4pm, with just a 30 minute break for lunch. However I can use this break to do an hourly check-in or something productive if I want to.
I am in control of my future and there are so many opportunities to make money in front of me today. I just need to put in the work and the focus to get myself into a position that when they occur, I’m ready.
I will be ready for all opportunities when they come my way and from this day forth I promise to fight the fight against distraction and just stay focused on my goals and making sure that I change the financial trajectory of my life in a big way. I can change this, but I need to change the person I am, and the decisions I make when I don’t want to work. Fight distraction, and build mental resilience to be someone who pushes through and keeps delivering value through hard work especially when things get tough. We live in the greatest time ever known to man and I’m committed to making the most of it.